i Am. i Am. i Am. words to justify my life...

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I hear Mickey talking as I hit the concrete. He says something about catching my head or whatever. I hit it hard. There’s blood everywhere. I roll to the side, and see the crimson pool through the side of my eye. Jesus, I think I’m bleeding from the skull.

“We have to get him inside!” Mickey…

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{A collab poem done with poeticallyprofound his work is in italics}

I want to make love to celestial bodies
On the dark side of the moon
Shine like stardust
Feel as light as a balloon
I want to write words that won’t ever fade
A never ending story
And when I stare at your face


You are missing from me,
Whoever you are.
The other heart
That is the puzzle piece,
That connects to mine.
I miss you,
Though I’m not sure,
You know me yet.
You make me smile,
And laugh, a lot.
You hold me,
Even though I act unaffectionate,
Because you know,
My distance is just a cry,
For help,
For love,
For compassion,
But all of those things,
Seem to be missing from me,
And so are you.. 


She shoulders the weight
of his expectations.

This is his cross to bear
yet he’s crucified her. 

Damned to submission
regret weeps crimson
tears from willing flesh 

Silence slices secrets
soul deep but release
is only temporary.

She bleeds, he feeds
and all concealed by
false pretence and
painted smiles.

She is his saviour
yet his grip perpetually

Release will come but 
not by his hand.

A single, misjudged
stroke will take the
decision from her;

then she will fly. 

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Anya Marina - Whatever You Like

Adultery -

What is it, really, 

If not a label, 

Sticking tags of condemnation 

On unsuspecting


Is it the drunkard boy, 

Inebriated to the point where

Sensation wins -

Emerging victorious over

Promised feelings of 


Is it the lonely girl

Who, a world apart from her love, 

Gives in to temptation’s

Taunting hand? 

Adultery - 

A word painted in scarlet, 

Forever branding you for 


Vacuous vacuums leech their

Ravenous mouths’ upon mine,

Sucking hopeful air from out

My lungs which now

Collapse in on

Themselves, holding but

Hope’s faint flicker

That some day soon


They’ll rise.


My famished being

Clings perhaps a touch

Too tightly to other

Vacant wandering souls,

Who so happen to

Pass me by.


Yet simultaneously, I lurk

Alone crouching in the

Shadows, on hands and

Knees, in the depths

Of my darkened,




With every unique

Packaged soul that

 I have tread upon connecting

Somewhere amidst our paths,

Or meeting in the middle  

My heart inflates at the

Mere prospect of

Possible promise,

Just like buoyant

Round balloons

Drink in flowing helium


But the helium flow


Far past its needed point,

Filling up this heart balloon to the point

Of popped explosion.


Although the bursting bubbles

May sear within and burn,

I’d rather be blown

To pieces,

Than left incomplete only

Half filled not using

All the air.


For when you meet another

Who births, in you, a flame  

You want to ride your entangled

Journey out,

To see which way

Your linking souls were headed.


But if, like me, you find                            

Yourself at once


Of oxygen;

If that tentative twinkling tie

Is severed at its start

You’ll find yourself there,

Left alone

To drown within the piling

Questions pouring down

Your mind

To strive in apprehension to

Glimpse truth in that

Looping, leering

Mirror and peek at

Your potential, but left

To wonder where you would

Have landed.


And so you’ll clasp shut the book

Of your shattered “perfect match, 

As the only soul yours had

Spoken to in such a

Short time

Span, turns his back

Away from you  

Walking out with apparent

Little care.


And such was the

Great weight

Of your souls’ entwining

Dance, that you cannot even

Stew in sour steaming air,

Pinning parts on

Voodoo dolls plotting

Your revenge;

You’ll find yourself

Unable to sink in

Hateful thoughts of

Rejected bitter

Swords for the one

Whose heart so

Captured yours is far

Worse off

Than you.


You’ll find yourself left,

Standing there,

In a suddenly vast wide room

Of vapor, and praying to that

Mother source, from where

We all were born  

Pleading to her evasive ear in

Dejected sobs

And wailing weeps

Of woe,

To steer him through his drudging darkness, guiding him

To the light in hopes that some day

Prismatic rays

Will illuminate his cinder world.


Thus is the cruel nature

Of this puppeteered life

Act that whence you should

Stumble upon a soul for whom

You care for more than


You’ll find yourself left with no

Recognition, whilst he lives

His life

Just for himself which,


He should leaving

You on desolate lands,

With stripped and

Barren hands

Somberly walking

Away, with nothing

To show for

The magnanimous force


Your care. 

Just like brightly bursting fireworks
Continuously shooting off
In all directions everywhere,
Explosions in the air;
Our lives are marked by revelations,
Piling one upon the other.

Each new blinding shiny insight
transforms into a trailing
at the dawning of each day, where
new encounters and
life experiences unite and
join together, while
ripping veils off needed nightly

With each impression, ideas birth
and our souls become themselves;
growing closer, by the second,
to who we
re meant to be.

re all important, every one,
destined for a purpose,
which unbeknownst amongst ourselves
and hiding in the shadows,
slowly peers its jewel-encrusted
around each corner,
where deluded eyes glimpse
perfect clarity.

Trauma cuts right
through the heart,
tainting purity -
leaving scars as proof of
battle, and haunting

Though trauma is a serrated
knife that
with little warning,
time and love can
heal its scabs, leaving but
remembered stains.

For just as bliss can lead to
tears, injuries can set off
smiles - guiding
all us,
one by one,
through fated stops and
destinations -
closing in on wisdom
sweet relief, which brews in
pure divinity.

Though I would not
again each
woe I
ve past endured,
d not delete each
harsh affliction from
the make-up of
my history.

For all I know within my mind and
hold inside
my heart, would shift with each
erased incident, and
I would not
be me.

Light is born in darkness,
which sleeps,
in peace,
at night -
blackness threatens sunny days,
looming constantly - its
watching eyes sit,
biding time, to
swallow up the

s all connected, like
linking chains,
bending and shifting
spells out the nature of the
universal source,
which wheels around, a
perfect circle, that
lurks in
bouncing mirrors of

My body does not

Belong to


It owns my

Caged in soul,

Always needing punishment for

Filling up the air, when

Others could be there.


Binding me on

Earthly planes,

Limited by time

And space.

My body feeds off

Me like the

Vampire’s rabid

Teeth, devouring its



I slice its skin, setting free

Crimson life


I slash it open

And slit it patterned  

Revealing to the world

The evil

Inside me.


So all I get is well


Asked and

Begged of me,

Monsters’ eyes strip

Me bare

Taking me

All in.

Pausing with a

Greedy grin,

As hair stand on

My spine.

Its devilish

Friend stands

Up straight

Erect and

Ready for the plunge.


My arms enwrap me,

Fueled by a remaining

Shred of dignity

The monster crouches,

Like a watchful cat,

Idly waiting to pounce on

It’s victim.

I stand alone, an open


Waiting to be


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